I haven't done a journal in a long time.. so yeah.. that's why I'm doing one now... um.. just do everyone knows.. I'm moving soon... so I probaly won't be on the computer for a while when that happens... then again.. it could be months.. -_-' Um... I'm really bored... and want to draw.. so if anyone has any requests.. then.. could ya please tell me... pleaaaaseeee.. anyways.. have a nice day.. week.. month.. watever.. XD

lov ya all ..

Ashley ♥

Let's see... my life is offcially comeing to an end... -_-' I mean... my birthday is tomorrow, which I hate.. because.. then people say.. "Happy Birthday" 50 million times, theres also the fact that.. the one I like... in school... had a girlfriend... T.T they just got together today... I was just about to go up and say.. " I like you" when I here.. some one say... "Hey you're girl once you" T.T then she came.. up ... and held is hand... the only good thing.. is that the girl he's going out with is someone that is really nice.. and that is pretty... too.. I'm happy for her.. but still wallowing in my selfpity... Oh yes.. and in language arts.. the teacher is making us watch this video over the holocaust... T.T and you may not believe it.. but.. I cry very easly... so everytime something even repotely.. sad happens.. i cry.. T.T kill me.. Yeah I'm not so good... but.. I am having a b-day party this friday... 7 of my friends are gonna spend the night.. and we're gonna see a scary movie... ( my first scary movie) and then eat pizza afterwards.. ^-^ so hopefully that will be fun... anyways... I hope you all have a nice... rest of the week.. and blah blah.. XD

Quote for the day " If you're feeling down, then punch the person you hate in the face" XD that's my advice or quote for today.. (which btw.. is what I'll be doing tomrorow


Luv ya all,
Ashely ♥

T.T my birthday is near.... I'm so excited.... I actually could care less... I'm hate my birthday.. I can never have a party without my grandmother making it harder than it is... I just wanna.... *punches wall, throughs computer, and scream* all better. Anyway.. most of you already know when my birthday is.. but I'll tell you anyway... Janurary 24......... If you feel the need to draw me something for my birthday then go ahead.. T.T I don't care... Ok i do care but.. yeah... oh and if you were wondering why I was gone for so long then it was because 0.0 I jacked up my body clock... -.- all week I've been going to bed at 4:00 pm.. waking up 1:00 am.. then going back to sleep.. waking up at 3:30 am. Then I'd get dressed for school, and wait 2 1/2 hours... T.T I did that all week.. not to mention my girl things started on wednsday.. so I was really in a pissy mood.. and still am.. >.> I got grounded.. for yelling throughing a shoe.. and breaking a window.. *sighs* yep... but T.T the grounding is pretty pointless since I really don't do anything out of the house... so yeah.. it was a pittiful grounding.. anway.. so like I was saying.. my body clock just got back to normal today.. -_-' kind of anyway.... I waited until 7:00 pm to go to bed last night... 0.0 which was pretty damn hard, and then refused to wake up until 6:00am... so yeah... problem is... it's 7:16 pm on a friday night.. and I'm really tired... T.T that's why I'm on the computer.. so I won't go to bed and wake up early on a saturday.. infact I think.. wait.. -.- nvm.. well I've typed a lot, so I'm gonna stop now... >.> maybe... WAIT WAIT!!! I"M HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHTROOM BUT WHEN I GET BACK I"LL TELL YOU THE REST!!! *runs to the bathroom like a mad women.. while keeping legs crossed*
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Ok so where was I.. O.o OH YEAH!!! I'm going to tell you about my recent love.. life.. All of you know that I have a crush on a guy at school( I will not mention his name.. because you all know it), well today at lunch.. 0.0 something happend... >.> now please don't start predicting because you won't guess what happend, it was not good.. T.T Anyway, I was sitting with my friends -.- as usual.. when... my friend jordan says.. "Hey Ashley go get me a napkin.. would ya"... I blinked at her.. and gave her this look.. O.o but shrugged.. got my tray.. -.- so that I could clear my tray.. and get the stupid ass napkin.......... and got up... -.- i turned around.. and bumped into the guy I liked.. causing.. my tray.. to spill all over him... i felt really stupid.. T.T jordan had asked me to get the napkin cause he was there.. and now.. he was covered in my food.. >.> people were laughing., which was really making me mad... but.. anyway.. so I just stood there.. doing this.. I know I'm stupid.. but finally I regained my abilitly to control myself. I looked at him.. and smiled... T.T then I said... the stupest thing in the world.... "oops" I MEAN COME ON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I even looked like this.. I felt so stupid... T.T after I said.. oops.. he did this.. 0.0 and I did this.. and he did this.. -.- but I wasn't smart enough to stop smiling.. instead I keep smiling.. and I....... wave.. I did this 0.0 the weirdest thing happend though.. after I waved... he started laughing... O.o i was like.. wtf... why the heck is he laughing.. but yeah.. so i decided to laugh to .. we both laughed. and laughed.. until eventually I helped him up.. and he smiled at me.. and said.. "Thanks" I smiled.. back... 0.0 my friends said I did a little bit of.. drooling though.. but yeah.. that was my brilliant friday... -.-


Lov ya all,
Ashley ♥

My birthday is in 21 days.. I guess I'm excited but then again. -.- I'm supposed to come up with a party idea. HECK IF I KNOW... >> if you have any ideas then please share.. because I'm completely clueless.. uh... let's see, 0.0 I'm gonna say something that I've never said before and that is that I really wanna go back to school.. *gasps, chokes, and gags* THERE I SAID!!! T.T it's true I'm so bored.. and I'm tired of waking up at 5 pm then goin to bed at 5am... it's too much. The sooner we go back to school the better.. yep yep.. I hope you all enjoy your last few days out of school, eat, sleep in, and PUT YOUR HANDS UP IN THE AIR AND WAVE THEM LIKE YOU JUST DON'T CARE!!!


Luv you all,

Ashley ♥

BLAH BLAH BLAH I"M HAVING THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! HAH HA HA HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!! EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSHHHHHHHHHH!!!! BANG.. BINGO BINGO YOU WIN A PRIZE!!! XD XD XD


-Ashley

ps. don't ask -.-